No parents should hear the words“ time of death , 11:22 am “ referring to their
child, EVER! Along, with feeling their heartbeat slow down and stop under their
fingers. Fingers that days before were used to feed our babies one last donut
hole, fingers that went thru their newly grown hair , fingers that wiped away
all their tears , fingers that were used to rub lotion on their little baby
tummy , fingers that wont ever get to touch their sweet face. I don’t know what
hell feels like but at times I am sure losing a child is pretty darn close . My
heart goes out to all the parents who have lost a child to cancer ( because of
the horror of treatments , up and down emotions, bad news after bad news ,I know what it is like …) , but particularly the ones who have lost their ONLY child to
Thursday, February 28, 2008
The good news is that the temperature today is supposed to be a balmy 33 degrees. It's only 20 degrees right now. We have a fire in the fireplace, a space heater in the hall and a little compact heater we are using to keep warm. The kids and I might have to take off if the smokiness from the fireplace becomes too irritating.
Jeff got very little sleep since he babysat the fire all night and I slept a few hours. I could almost curl up under some blankets for a nap. Actually, I might bake something in the oven for some more heat. :)
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I got into bed a little bit ago. Jeff was freezing under extra blankets. I quickly noticed cold air blowing on me from the vent. I went to check..... uh oh. No heat. And to top it off, the fan won't stop blowing.... cold air. The outside temperature is 22 degrees.
Trying to find a heating guy to come out tonight. Wish us luck!
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Nice weekend so far. We scraped a lot of slush/ice/snow mixture from the walk and driveway and pushed the glacier from the van (see previous post for pictures). We did some decluttering. I found a new way to get the kids to help pick up. I got a couple of laundry baskets and told Sean the white one was for his things and the blue one was for Sierra's things. I think they thought it was a game. Hey, whatever works. Today we had church and we've played with play-doh this afternoon.
As some of you may know, I often cut my own hair. Well today, we decided to groom the guinea pig. A haircut was in order. It was quite a feat. As you can see, she was quite a mess when she came over..
We put her in the salon chair (Littlest Pet Shop), spun her around and took a look. Ewww, what a mess. Dead ends.... damaged hair from color. We knew this was going to be a challenge, She was ready for a change as you can see by her big smile.
We started with a shampoo. Then we cut all the old and damaged hair away. She was happy to return to her natural color.
I think the results were spectacular. She looks like a new guinea pig, wouldn't you agree? The whole effort left everyone hungry. She was ready for a snack and very glad to be able to see what she was eating without all the hair in her eyes.
Friday, February 22, 2008
See what a good plan it was to leave the snow underneath to help with traction? I stomped my way out to bring the trash cans back to the garage and get the mail.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
That is what the roads must be.... for the authorities to already have closed schools for tomorrow. The last time I can remember that happening was when I was a kid (a long time ago). We celebrated by going outside about 9pm and building a snowman... back in the 1970s when we used to get measurable snow. It seems all we get now is enough snow to make the ground look white and then enough freezing rain and sleet to make it useless. I saw the neighbor kid cleaning off his driveway earlier. Perhaps he did not know we were going to get ice too. We think it is good to have a cushion of snow underneath to help with traction, so we leave the snow on the driveway. Truth is that we are getting a second round tomorrow. What fun.
Sean is coughing tonight. I think he's having some allergies since no one else has caught his cold. I think he's allergic to Callie. He did spend some time in her room this evening. Well, actually, he's probably more likely allergic to Binkie the guinea pig rather than his sister. I tried the Vicks thing again... he sure is ticklish when he is asleep. He walked out of his room a few minutes after I put it on his feet and asked me to put him back to bed. I don't know why he does this sometimes. Tonight I asked him why he got out of bed. He looked confused. :)
He's still coughing so either not enough Vicks or he needs some Delsym or the nebulizer.
We live next to the interstate. The snow plow trucks are noisy. Traffic is moving well so the plows are doing a great job scraping and salting. Either that or the drivers are in denial. Usually lasts until they end up in a ditch or see someone else slide off the road.
I have been watching the news recently about the planned attempt to shoot a dead satellite out of the sky before it can crash to the earth. I'm thinking... this seems like a little problem. I guess the good news is that they know that this thing is going to fall. The bad news is that it is a long shot that the Navy will be able to shoot it down. Heat seeking missiles might have a hard time finding a cold hunk of metal. So they are planning to try to do it during the day in hopes that the sun will warm the satellite just enough for the missile to find it. The satellite is as big as a school bus.
Have I ever mentioned that Chicken Little was my favorite book when I was little.... the original one, not the movie? :)
Have a nice day.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sean had pajama day at preschool and today was his day to be the line leader. He was so anxious to get to school. I think he was more excited about being line leader than he was about wearing his pajamas. They started a half hour late since the school corporation had a 2-hour delay due to the slick roads. Our next chance for snow.... tomorrow night. Not sure how much we are supposed to get, but Indy is saying 1-3" as of this evening. Then we might get ice on top of that on Friday from the freezing rain. When is spring?? I'm ready.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Unfortunately, I was busy working on my Bible Study lesson for tomorrow morning and completely forgot about the game.
As for coach Sampson's future... my prediction is that Friday will be his last day as coach and he and his assistant will be fired. According to his contract, they only have to pay him through the end of the month in which he is fired, so Friday makes perfect sense. If that happens, perhaps Dan Dakich will take over as coach for the rest of the season? There are some who say Greenspan (Athletic Director) should be fired too. I don't know enough about what he knew when he hired Sampson to have an opinion about that.
I am on a roll this week - ha. I missed the Daytona 500 on Sunday too. Can you believe that? I had plans with a friend that I haven't seen since November so that was more important.
It was nice that a driver (Ryan Newman) from Indiana won, but it would have been nicer if it was the one from Columbus (Tony Stewart). ;) I saw the after-race interviews and felt sorry for Tony... he looked like he was almost going to cry. I can imagine he was very disappointed. I am looking forward to seeing Dale Jr. win this year with his new team. It could be a fun year with Dario Franchitti now in Nascar. I'm not sure if I spelled that right but don't feel like looking it up.
Sean's cold wasn't too bad today. His voice sounds a little like Kermit. He was still coughing in the morning and before bed but so far I haven't needed to get out the Vicks.
We are supposed to get some snow tonight. I will believe that when I see it! :)
Monday, February 18, 2008
We got a quick blast of snow today... enough to cover the grass and make visibility tricky for a while. More snow than we got when they had predicted we were going to get dumped on last week. I think meteorology might be a low stress job. Think about how often they are wrong but they keep giving us the forecast. The weather is one of those things that helps remind us WHO is in CONTROL. GOD.
Sean has a cold. Not bad yet but he is coughing and back on breathing treatments as a precautionary measure. He was still coughing after he went to bed, so I went in and took his socks off, rubbed Vicks vaporub on them and put the socks back on. I've read about this home remedy in emails and online a few times. Seems like a pretty simple thing to try. I haven't heard him coughing lately so I think it might have worked. Interesting.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Not sure where that came from but I had been thinking of coloring my hair again to hide all this white. I still have a box of magic color left. I guess I'll have to rethink that now. I sure wouldn't want my own son to not be able to recognize me.
Once again the weather folks were wrong. First, they said 5-8 inches of snow + ice. Then it was 4-6 inches snow + ice. They used their disclaimer that the more ice we get, the less snow. Well, we got some ice but barely a trace of snow, then a little more ice and another dusting of snow this morning. All in all though, the roads weren't too bad. It helps that the ice turns to slush and then refreezes... that helps provide some traction. Schools were on a delay and we still made it to Bible Study this morning. Valentine's Day forecast.... Sunny and 40s.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Friday, February 08, 2008
While Sean was at preschool, the girls and I went to a local playground called Freedom Field. It is a special playground that is designed for the physically challenged and also has some unique equipment that we do not see at our other parks.
The temperature was in the 40s but the wind was chilly. Enjoy the pics. I have some more close ups of the girls that I will post soon.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
This afternoon he asked me if he could play Tonka Garage on the computer. I told him if he picked up the t.v. room first, he could. I went upstairs and he was downstairs for a while. Some time later, he came up and said, "I picked up the t.v. room a little, can I play Tonka Garage now?" Then, before I could answer, he said, "I didn't really pick up the t.v. room. I was kind of watching t.v. Can I still play Tonka Garage?" I was pleased to see how his conscience worked on him. He's growing up so fast and I don't just mean in size. Last week when he was sick with the pneumonia, several mornings as he was doing his breathing treatments, he watched the video Franklin Learns to be Honest. I guess it made an impression.
Oh, and we discovered something else from the parotitis. Sean has a new molar that is almost all the way in. A little early for a six-year molar. He was alarmed at first about why he would be getting another tooth but after I explained that it is because he is getting big, he thought it was pretty cool.
He's coughing some in his sleep tonight so we might have stopped the nebulizer too soon. We'll have to re-evaluate that.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
He thinks it is a viral kind and took him off the antibiotic. He said it will probably get worse before it gets better. He said it is kind of a mild generic mumps. I don't think it is as swollen on his right side today as much as it was last night. His left side is slightly swollen and it is tender on both sides. He hasn't had much fever today and the ibuprofen works really well. He says he feels pretty good. He still has some wheezing from the pneumonia but his cough is nice and loose.
I don't know how long this will last... forgot to ask that. It is contagious, but maybe we won't all get it. :)
Monday, February 04, 2008
Sean seems to have developed another infection. He first complained of pain when he was chewing around 11:30am and I noticed it was puffy. He took a nap after preschool and when he woke up about 6:00, he had 102.2 fever and his face was really swollen. I talked to the doctor on-call this evening and he ordered him an antibiotic which we started tonight and he will see his regular doctor in the morning. We think it is an infected salivary gland - parotid. It is the one that also gets swollen with mumps, so Sean looks like he has half mumps... just on one side so far. It is a little scary that he is sick again just one day after finishing his antibiotic for the pneumonia. He feels pretty good and the swelling seems less since he took ibuprofen.
For fun, here's a little story from this evening. Sierra had the end of her finger in her mouth for some reason, so I told her to take it out of her mouth. Then Sean said, "Yeah, you don't know where it's been!". :)
Did anyone watching the game last night notice how quiet the announcers got after Eli Manning threw the winning touchdown with 35 seconds to go? They didn't say a word for quite some time. They were speechless. Calculating their losses, perhaps?
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Sean seems to be feeling much better. This is the first day he has not taken a nap and his cough is much better. He's all done with the antibiotic and the Orapred so hopefully the leftover cough will fade the rest of the way.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
I explained Groundhog Day to Sean yesterday. I searched for some activities for us to do today and we were all ready. This morning, he hadn't been up long before he remembered the holiday. "Mommy, it's Warthog Day!", he exclaimed. After I hid my laugh, I reminded him it was Groundhog Day. "Oh yeah", he said. I think he had trouble with it because he'd never heard of a groundhog.
I found a video of Punxsutawney Phil online and played it for Sean and Sierra today so they could see a groundhog. They thought he was really cute... for about five seconds then they wanted me to print their coloring pages so they could color one. They both showed true creativity in their coloring page. Sierra's groundhog was pink. Sean's was brown but he added a cave, a shadow and the sun to his artwork.
Of course, we all know... either way, there is still six more weeks of winter.